I.Was.First.Loved.By.Him.

You are mine and I am Yours.
He is the Truth, The Light and The Way.
My Whole Life is Yours to begin with,
as You Surrender All For Me.

well well well..

i've unexpectedly found someone's blog.

she's still bitchy as ever.

talking abt her ex sch's life and comparing.

but i guess i don't have any grudge against her or anything now.

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Had some discussion in school today.

i think it's impossible and and like one in a million people who will find their first and the last partner in life.

i never say it's not possible.

or maybe i'm still on another idea.

I think to me..i think it's impossible to enter into any relationship unless you're sure and certain of that person's feelings for you.

so how long does it take?

it takes a few years not a mth or so.

so during this period of years, do you think everything will be smooth-sailing?

now i've learnt that when guys are ready to enter into a relationship,they meant business- marriage.

crap i don't get why this has to be serious.

discussed it with the girls and they said it takes a mature person to take relationship seriously.

ohh well.true true.

i'm still wilful and i'm not ready to commit.

i cannot imagine facing this particular guy for the rest of my life.

okayokay! i don't mind if i like him a lot a lot.

but this feeling needs a kind of renewal because it'll die down.

i'm not being immature here.i'm realistic.

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yes and for the past few dys. i've been blogging my thoughts out to myself.

and now i have forgotten most of it.

Great!

i'll try to recall again.

I think it's smth abt travelling in UK.

i know i'm afraid of parenormal stuff but i love to learn abt it. xD

You gave me the sweetest taste of what Love is all about.