Hi people, this is my second post for the day..i guess this is a self reflection post..i really dunno what am i missing out on? it's feel complex, complicated and undefinable...i have never felt so lost b4...it's like there is mixture of feelings...it's a pity that i can't say it out..i can't account this feeling to myself too..grrr, what's wrong with me?maybe i really need some activity to go on in my life...i need gatherings.....i don't mean school but with some rather close friends..shit, i think this sounds more like counselling....i don't miss my friends in school really that much; i don't yearn to see them ever again...i gues i really need new friends..new companies, new companion...i feel like a rabbit coop up in a cage...i am not saying that my parents don't give me freedom..the thing is they do but the thing is i haveno place to go,to hang out and all..my friends are too busy working i guess.. My enemies? nah, maybe a fight will be interesting :) What's the hell worng with me? i guess i m missing some1.. i really think so but i dunnno who..or maybe i miss talking and fooling around with good friends..i really need that badly...Argh..can any1 save me from my boredom and misery syndrom...i really need some thrills and excitment in my life...i need to laugh out loud, gatherings, companions and all...save me!!!i need to make new online friends..Bye i'm off to get some..:)I am feeling a bit better
You gave me the sweetest taste of what Love is all about.